John Sweet: three poems
WHEN HAMMERS CRUSH THE SKULLS OF POETS
i sit at
my typewriter
this afternoon
while pregnant women
step on land mines
in cambodia
while soldiers drag
young girls off to
windowless rooms
while hammers crush
the skulls of poets
and these words are
a sad attempt
at anger
and this
armchair hatred
isn't much but
it's my own
tonight i'll be
surrounded by
the bones of
eighty thousand
starving children
but i'll still eat
my dinner
don't mistake my
confessions for
guilt
TEETH
all of us always
digging for blood
even in february
with the ground frozen
and our fingers
scraped down to
weeping pulp
and this is a poem
for the underweight babies
of sixteen year-old girls
a reminder that
the crows have teeth
and a twisted sense
of humor
i've spent
too many afternoons stoned
on self-pity not to
enjoy it
and what i believe in
is licking the sunlight
from your thighs
or the mundane reality
of credit card bills
and flat tires
and public executions
the pointlessness of
suicides
with second thoughts
the ugly sound of
my own laughter
taking up too much space
my smile white and even
and just begging to
be kicked down
my throat
THE SEASON OF BUTCHERED HOUSEWIVES
we watch the indians
starve
watch the
doublewide trailers
burn
we believe in violence
not war
believe in rape
and genocide
and babies abandoned
in rest stop
bathrooms
bodies hung from
empty trees
in this season of
butchered housewives
where blood stains
the snow in
suburban back yards
and i write
small ugly poems for
everyone i love
i write
small ugly poems
for everyone i hate
and no one is
forgiven
no one is absolved
i can't be
any more generous
than this